dear diary

these are my top favorite love songs... some of them.

I will make a mix. who wants one?

luv sara

number 1

beach boys- don't worry baby

why?

well here are the lyrics

Well its been building up inside of me

For oh I don't know how longI don't know why But I keep thinkingSomething's bound to go wrongBut she looks in my eyesAnd makes me realizeAnd she says "Don't worry baby"Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Everything will turn out alright Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Don't worry babyI guess I should've kept my mouth shut When I started to brag about my car But I can't back down now because I pushed the other guys too far She makes me come alive And makes me wanna drive When she says "Don't worry baby"Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Everything will turn out alright Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Don't worry baby She told me "Baby, when you race today Just take along my love with you And if you knew how much I loved you Baby nothing could go wrong with you"Oh what she does to me When she makes love to me And she says "Don't worry baby"Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Everything will turn out alright Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Don't worry baby

number 2

roxy music-pyjamarama

Couldnt sleep a wink last night Oh how i´d love to hold you tight They say you have a secret life Made sacrifice your key to paradise Never mind, take the world by storm Just boogaloo a rhapsody divine Take a sweet girl just like you How nice if only we could bill and coo I may seem a fool to you for everything I say or think or do How could I apologize for all those lies? The world may keeps us far apart but up in heaven, angel You can have my heart Diamonds may be your best friend But like laughter after tears I´ll follow you to the end

number 3

john lennon-woman

Woman I can hardly express, My mixed emotion at my thoughtlessness, After all I'm forever in your debt, And woman I will try express, My inner feelings and thankfullness, For showing me the meaning of succsess, oooh well, well, oooh well, well, Woman I know you understand The little child inside the man, Please remember my life is in your hands, And woman hold me close to your heart, However, distant don't keep us apart, After all it is written in the stars, oooh well, well, oooh well, well, Woman please let me explain, I never mean(t) to cause you sorrow or pain, So let me tell you again and again and again, I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever, I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever, I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever, I love you (yeah, yeah)...

okay, but as you know i love john lennon... so woman also ties with ...

number 4

john lennon-oh yoko

In the middle of the night In the middle of the night I call your name Oh Yoko, oh Yoko, my love will turn you on In the middle of the bath In the middle of the bath I call your name Oh Yoko, oh Yoko, my love will turn you on My love will turn you on In the middle of a shave In the middle of a shave I call your name Oh Yoko, oh Yoko, my love will turn you on In the middle of a dream In the middle of a dream I call your name Oh Yoko, oh Yoko, my love will turn you on My love will turn you on In the middle of a cloud In the middle of a cloud I call your name Oh Yoko, oh Yoko, my love will turn you onOh Yoko, oh Yoko, oh Yoko, oh Yoko

number 5

eric clapton-bell bottom blues

okay these are two videos, because come on, how could i resist not posting the second one? who are these children and why are they so awesome??

Bell bottom blues, you made me cry. I dont want to lose this feeling. And if I could choose a place to dieIt would be in your arms. Do you want to see me crawl across the floor to you? Do you want to hear me beg you to take me back? Id gladly do it becauseI dont want to fade away.Give me one more day, please. I dont want to fade away. In your heart I want to stay. Its all wrong, but its all right.The way that you treat me baby.Once I was strong but I lost the fight.You wont find a better loser.Bell bottom blues, dont say goodbye. Im sure were gonna meet again, And if we do, dont you be surprised If you find me with another lover.I dont want to fade away.Give me one more day please. I dont want to fade away. In your heart I long to stay.

number 6

inxs-never tear us apart

Dont ask me What you know is true Dont have to tell youI love your precious heart.I, I was standing You were there Two worlds collided And they could never tear us apart We could live For a thousand years But if I hurt you Id make wine from your tears I told you That we could flycause we all have wings But some of us dont know why. I, I was standing. You were there. Two worlds collided, And they could never, ever tear us apart

number 7

david bowie-kooks

for their son... so adorable :)

Will you stay in our lovers story If you stay you wont be sorry cause we believe in you Soon youll grow so take a chance With a couple of kooks Hung up on romancing Will you stay in our lovers story If you stay you wont be sorry cause we believe in you Soon youll grow so take a chance With a couple of kooks Hung up on romancing We bought a lot of things to keep you warm and dry And a funny old crib on which the paint wont dry I bought you a pair of shoes A trumpet you can blow And a book of rules On what to say to people when they pick on you cause if you stay with us youre gonna be pretty kookie too Will you stay in my lovers story If you stay you wont be sorry cause we believe in you Soon youll grow so take a chance With a couple of kooks Hung up on romancing And if you ever have to go to school Remember how they messed up this old fool Dont pick fights with the bullies or the cads cause Im not much cop at punching Other peoples dads And if the homework brings you down Then well throw it on the fire And take the car downtown Will you stay in our lovers story If you stay you wont be sorry cause we believe in you Soon youll grow so take a chance With a couple of kooks Hung up on romancing Will you stay in our lovers story If you stay you wont be sorry cause we believe in you Soon youll grow so take a chance With a couple of kooks Hung up on romancing

number 8

fleetwood mac-everywhere

Can you hear me calling Out your name You know that I'm falling And I don't know what to say I'll speak a little louder I'll even shout You know that I'm pround And I can't get the words out.Oh I...I want to be with you everywhere.Oh I...I want to be with you everywhere(Wanna be with you everywhere)Something's happening Happening to me My friends say I'm acting peculiarly C'mon baby We better make a start You better make it soon Before you break my heart.Oh I...I want to be with you everywhere.Oh I...I want to be with you everywhere(Wanna be with you everywhere)Can you hear me calling Out your name You know that I'm falling And I don't know what to say Come along baby We better make a start You better make it soon Before you break my heart

OKAY.. THAT'S ALL FOR NOW.. TO BE CONTINUED...

XO

SARA

first, we'll take manhattan

come to see me, we can be lovers together.

i like the closeups of the back up singers.
love, erin

ladiesss

Hey. I'm on Hilton Head about to go to Hinoki with Jill.
I wish you guys were here and we could... hang out...
I don't have internet at home right now. I moved across the room and live with 3 more girls! They play music and do a lot of crafts.
I want to go to New York... Sara, let's plan a trip when we both go.
I want a hair cut really bad. Almost bad enough to where I might chop all of it off myself.
It's so damn hot and I don't have any A/C in my car... I think it's killing me.
I love you
Jeanine

stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time

SHIT. i love carole king. for some reason it reminds me of stephanie jones. did we listen to carole king a lot when we lived in charleston?? isnt it weird how we can totally block things out that other people totally remember perfectly? I find this happening more and more. My friend esme has a mind like a steel trap and she tells me things about myself i dont even know. I saw a lot of old friends from El Paso tonight. It felt really good to hang out with people who i grew up with and i trust and who i dont feel are weird fucking people i dont really know and am still trying to figure out. i feel like i keep meeting people or getting close to people and then they like do something weird that totally throws me off and im like aw man i thought you were cool, i thought you werent weird and sure enough... total weirdos. JEANINE, ERIN. WHYYYYYY?

isnt it cute that this is like a high school note we are constantly passing?

i still have the notes we used to write each other in middle school. jeanine, remember the time i got after school detention for you before i moved to el paso? thats friendship :) <3

ya know what else i remember? going over to kacies house before school and she would blowdry her hair upside down and be listening to weezer pinkerton or red house painters or radiohead. and her chinchilla. and we would always miss the bus and erins dad would always be the one who would agree to driving us to school

and to think, one day we will be old.

as i am writing this brian eno "the big ship" came on itunes. PERFECT!

so im off tomorrow and more than anything in the world i just want to have a slumber party with my two most favorite ladies in the whole world! we could wake up and make breakfast and hang out in jammies all day while listening to mariah carey.

Today I was getting ready and thinking about how fun it is to primp and get ready to go out. I love showering and wearing my favorite bathrobe and listening to music and the smell of my perfume!

luv sara

Summer Time in the City

I'm leaving tomorrow morning to look at apartments.
Every one that I've seen on the internet is small and I'm pretty sure it will make me feel crazy. I already live in a shoe box, goddammit.
I'm getting rid of a ton of shit. It feels weird, because I'm such a pack rat.
Will I finally have to break my OCD?
I need counseling, someone to tear things away from me like pieces of paper that I'm convinced will come in handy "one day."

Come stay with me when I get settled. I need people. You can sleep in my living room, if I have one.

love, erin