stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time

SHIT. i love carole king. for some reason it reminds me of stephanie jones. did we listen to carole king a lot when we lived in charleston?? isnt it weird how we can totally block things out that other people totally remember perfectly? I find this happening more and more. My friend esme has a mind like a steel trap and she tells me things about myself i dont even know. I saw a lot of old friends from El Paso tonight. It felt really good to hang out with people who i grew up with and i trust and who i dont feel are weird fucking people i dont really know and am still trying to figure out. i feel like i keep meeting people or getting close to people and then they like do something weird that totally throws me off and im like aw man i thought you were cool, i thought you werent weird and sure enough... total weirdos. JEANINE, ERIN. WHYYYYYY?

isnt it cute that this is like a high school note we are constantly passing?

i still have the notes we used to write each other in middle school. jeanine, remember the time i got after school detention for you before i moved to el paso? thats friendship :) <3

ya know what else i remember? going over to kacies house before school and she would blowdry her hair upside down and be listening to weezer pinkerton or red house painters or radiohead. and her chinchilla. and we would always miss the bus and erins dad would always be the one who would agree to driving us to school

and to think, one day we will be old.

as i am writing this brian eno "the big ship" came on itunes. PERFECT!

so im off tomorrow and more than anything in the world i just want to have a slumber party with my two most favorite ladies in the whole world! we could wake up and make breakfast and hang out in jammies all day while listening to mariah carey.

Today I was getting ready and thinking about how fun it is to primp and get ready to go out. I love showering and wearing my favorite bathrobe and listening to music and the smell of my perfume!

luv sara